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Dear Journal,
Wellllll i havn't updated this in a long time. Ummm whats new? Oh the boyfriend i last mentioned in here is in jail for 6 months and is banned from the North island. He stole from me and my family, cheated on me with Katrina Worsnop (fat slut >.>), and left me in debt with a van. My brother then took over the payments on the van, stopped paying, didn't keep up the rego, warrent and went over on road users. He then crashed it and still wouldn't pay. So i had to get a loan with the bank to pay it off so it didn't ruin my credit rateing.
I'm a shepherd now, have been at that job for just over 6 months. I have 7 work dogs and i love them all to bits but they have a long way to go as far as training gose. But i truely do enjoy my job ^-^!
I stayed single for 8 months but have now been with my new boyfriend just over 4 months. Again hardly anyone likes him, mainly because he's a 'townie' and its the farmy guys getting feelings because he stole a coast girl. We have been having our ups and downs, mainly because i'm no longer going to settle for how a guy is, this one dose marajuana and i hate it. I also want him to get his shit together and get a full time job and a house. I've spoken to him about it so he has every oppertunity to sort himself out before i get totally annoyed and say "fuck this" totally.
There are rumors apparently going around the farm that i must be shagging moo, but i'm going to deal with Debra and Tarren when i get home today because thats who's spreading the rumor. Then there's Rory who's apparently 'been after me for ages', he had his chance, i have kissed him back when i was single but he blew his chance when my guy mates were asking me about it. With all the shit thats happened to me i have had no personal life, its been so public so i won't go near a guy that kiss's and tells.
The worst part is these guys arn't shy about expressing their interest in me and dislike of my boyfriend for this reason and it really dosn't help things between us.
My boyfriend dose love me...but even some family members think he's a looser and unless he shapes up he's guna have to ship out.
He knows it and he knows i could have another guy tomorrow but he knows i won't cheat. So he has his chance and if it dosn't work well thats just it i guess.
I've just turned 21 and the world is my oyster.
And i miss talkin to my angie sissyness >.>
Anyhow i have to go clean up the party mess outside before it rains ^^. hehe
lylas.
Wellllll i havn't updated this in a long time. Ummm whats new? Oh the boyfriend i last mentioned in here is in jail for 6 months and is banned from the North island. He stole from me and my family, cheated on me with Katrina Worsnop (fat slut >.>), and left me in debt with a van. My brother then took over the payments on the van, stopped paying, didn't keep up the rego, warrent and went over on road users. He then crashed it and still wouldn't pay. So i had to get a loan with the bank to pay it off so it didn't ruin my credit rateing.
I'm a shepherd now, have been at that job for just over 6 months. I have 7 work dogs and i love them all to bits but they have a long way to go as far as training gose. But i truely do enjoy my job ^-^!
I stayed single for 8 months but have now been with my new boyfriend just over 4 months. Again hardly anyone likes him, mainly because he's a 'townie' and its the farmy guys getting feelings because he stole a coast girl. We have been having our ups and downs, mainly because i'm no longer going to settle for how a guy is, this one dose marajuana and i hate it. I also want him to get his shit together and get a full time job and a house. I've spoken to him about it so he has every oppertunity to sort himself out before i get totally annoyed and say "fuck this" totally.
There are rumors apparently going around the farm that i must be shagging moo, but i'm going to deal with Debra and Tarren when i get home today because thats who's spreading the rumor. Then there's Rory who's apparently 'been after me for ages', he had his chance, i have kissed him back when i was single but he blew his chance when my guy mates were asking me about it. With all the shit thats happened to me i have had no personal life, its been so public so i won't go near a guy that kiss's and tells.
The worst part is these guys arn't shy about expressing their interest in me and dislike of my boyfriend for this reason and it really dosn't help things between us.
My boyfriend dose love me...but even some family members think he's a looser and unless he shapes up he's guna have to ship out.
He knows it and he knows i could have another guy tomorrow but he knows i won't cheat. So he has his chance and if it dosn't work well thats just it i guess.
I've just turned 21 and the world is my oyster.
And i miss talkin to my angie sissyness >.>
Anyhow i have to go clean up the party mess outside before it rains ^^. hehe
lylas.