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Still at work. Feel like I'm losing my mind. So much occupying it. Also realizing I'm going to go 3 fucking days without internet (OH MY GOD MY WOW ADDICTION HURTING ALREADY)
Anyone got verizon Fios? It just occurred to me that I'm having to get something special put into my PC so that it can use this epic internets... but what about my Wii and 360? I can't imagine all verizon households scream VERBOTEN to the consoles, and I'm gonna be crazy and assume I'm not going to have to shell out another $90 per console to make them compatible..
Also, sore throat getting so much worse. Am compulsively swallowing and every swallow is AGONY.
Getting more nervous about this apartment. Mostly in regards to one category, one that I'm really not even comfortable listing yet here. Suffice it to say that the concern is that no matter what I do, I won't be able to do right, as it was Eric's concern about us living together, but all of the many many many people I asked about it while in the throes of a small panic attack were shocked and awed that it was a concern at all.
I feel like this move is preparing to destroy my relationship with my mother. With her getting bitchier as it gets closer to me moving, combined with all the stress, I'm feeling a sense of not wanting anything to do with her at all, including having her come along to see the apartment. Call it a terribly delayed reaction of independance, wanting to do it all by myself. Besides, the one thing I needed help with, my family can't (won't?) provide, so I don't want anything else.
I'm thinking too much. I'm also not working enough. Only 2 hours left, this day has been leeching my soul away.
*edit* So uh, my coworker mentioned in passing when I told her where I was moving to not go out at night there. Something about homeless people and drugs. Though granted, the area she was referring to was a few blocks away, but yeah.
Eeek. Though I checked the police reports for the last week and didn't see anything besides mostly noise complaints.
Anyone got verizon Fios? It just occurred to me that I'm having to get something special put into my PC so that it can use this epic internets... but what about my Wii and 360? I can't imagine all verizon households scream VERBOTEN to the consoles, and I'm gonna be crazy and assume I'm not going to have to shell out another $90 per console to make them compatible..
Also, sore throat getting so much worse. Am compulsively swallowing and every swallow is AGONY.
Getting more nervous about this apartment. Mostly in regards to one category, one that I'm really not even comfortable listing yet here. Suffice it to say that the concern is that no matter what I do, I won't be able to do right, as it was Eric's concern about us living together, but all of the many many many people I asked about it while in the throes of a small panic attack were shocked and awed that it was a concern at all.
I feel like this move is preparing to destroy my relationship with my mother. With her getting bitchier as it gets closer to me moving, combined with all the stress, I'm feeling a sense of not wanting anything to do with her at all, including having her come along to see the apartment. Call it a terribly delayed reaction of independance, wanting to do it all by myself. Besides, the one thing I needed help with, my family can't (won't?) provide, so I don't want anything else.
I'm thinking too much. I'm also not working enough. Only 2 hours left, this day has been leeching my soul away.
*edit* So uh, my coworker mentioned in passing when I told her where I was moving to not go out at night there. Something about homeless people and drugs. Though granted, the area she was referring to was a few blocks away, but yeah.
Eeek. Though I checked the police reports for the last week and didn't see anything besides mostly noise complaints.