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So I just spent an hour and ten minutes riding the train feeling the most horrible malignant ball of emotions tearing apart my insides. I spent the entire ride squirming uncontrollably. Fortunately, I maintained composure in public. As much as I enjoy to make a scene. Of course, I can't be too upset, because 90% of the emotion is my own damn fault and the other 10% is over things I have no control over. So I'm just gonna work it out. And ideally, the 90% will get to go away.
Off and away.
Off and away.