Well, not really, but nonetheless.
Like two stereo voices, ringing ear to ear
-Six Day Slide, "Come Back Home"
I am in a fabulous mood, and having a large amount of difficulty managing. I'm in a legitimate good mood, not just some shallow mediocre drug-free buzz. Before anyone cries "manic depressive," I'm going to chalk most of last night's emo-ness to exhaustion, although the poor kid stuff was legitimate, that's sort of a hot button issue with me. And I'm sure I was, in a sense, assuming the worst on some things that were said. But either way, they touched a nerve, but being more awake, I'm pretty much over it. Also, I digress. Either way, I spent my evening at work dancing in my chair with an idiot grin plastered on my face all night.
Be yourself, turn the lights way up, can't you see?
Why am I in such a good mood?
- Because one of my best friends, the truest, bluest friend someone could have, took a leap of faith and flew 3000 fucking miles, to not just visit, but to live with me. I have never felt this important or had this much faith placed in me.
- Because another of my best friends, who moved to Germany, is coming home! Not just for a few weeks, but for an indeterminate amount of time. I've missed her so much.
- Because one of my best friends from high school got in touch with me. We're going to be hanging out again.
- Because another friend of mine, who I haven't spoken to in ages, is talking to me again, thanks to his old friend who used the miracle to drama to bring us back together.
Also, my happy fun rock.
- Because by some miracle of economics, changing my paychecks to biweekly (as per becoming permanent at my job) is causing me to earn $30 more a week.
- Because I'm getting an apartment, did I mention that?
Did I mention it's with one of my best friends? (Holy Redundant Redundancy, Batman!)
Good god, it I start dancing like this all the time, I'm going to be thin as a rail. That's okay, I needed to work off the japanese food, italian food, strawberry creme frappuccino, and cannoli from yesterday anyways. My coworkers were staring at me as though I've been 3 shades of retarded for the whole shift, and I don't caaaaare.
I'm actually wondering if this is my body having trouble processing caffene, or joy. My hypothesis is the latter, since I've had caffene before and it hasn't done this. Also, because the iced coffee is giving me a headache and a sick stomach, but I'm still bouncing around. That, and I was somewhat bouncy pre-coffee, too.
This entire LJ entry was written on the back of one of my performance reviews, which was flawless (just like me, lulz).
I talked to Eric this afternoon, got over the sad issues, again, maybe I was just overtired. Either way, confidence renewed.
Also, still dancing.
OMG HAPPY UPDATE WTF
::Boing boing::
P.S. No Sleep Tonight by The Faders is an epic song. I don't care what Herb+ says, epic is a great word.
-Llyr/Jaymike/Mageofthewood/Leggypoo