Burr ...
Well, not much has changed with the whole anxiety situation, but ... as I always say, I'M WORKIN' ON IT. :D
I just booked my flight up to Washington State not too long ago. I'm going up to visit Steven once he's returned from Iraq. I can't go see him immediately, unfortunately because I needed to put in a request for time off in advance and he'd never be able to tell me the exact day he's getting back in enough time so ... but that's not his fault. So on the 26th I'll be going up there and on April 1st I'll be flying back ... yeah, could only get a week off ... or I figured I may as well not bother trying to get more than that off. Whatever. Fuck those people I work with/for.
But I'm announcing this for my own therapeutic reasons. At first, I was too scared to share with people what I'm looking forward to because I was afraid I would jinx myself and it wouldn't happen (or something bad would happen to Steve). Well ... I have to knock off that bullshit. So there is is, my plans. He'll be fine. >/
Really though, I handled his being deployed better than I thought I would. I thought I would have been committed somewhere by now. *sigh*
My tax return ended up being more than what I expected ... x_x ... Well, 1k is probably the most money that's ever been handed over to me at once ever in my life ... so don't laugh ... ;-; .... but OMG ... that will be in my checking account by the 29th ... x.x;;; ... well ... until I stick that in my savings. I need as much money as I can hold onto for my move down to Florida with my Pookie ... ^_^ ... YES, THAT WILL HAPPEN, TOO. >/
Hm ... anyway ... can't really think of anything else at the moment. It's always funny how my posts end up being a month or more apart from eachother. I should try not to do that so much anymore but ... *sigh* :D