Dec 15, 2009 17:44
Yes, facebooking is easier ... but I have stuff to say so whatever.
I must say that having high-speed internet has opened up such a vast resource of anime-watching for me ... D: Like ... I have gone through so many series in maybe a month's time. It's crazy ... and like I spaz out whenever I start a new series and I recognize voices ... Like ... "ZOMG THAT IZ TTLY NEURO'S VOICE" and so on. I don't even know how many I finished so far ...
Most recent one is Rosario + Vampire. I loved all the characters EXCEPT the male lead. You know, why is it that in just about ALL FUCKING HAREM ANIME SERIES ... they make the male lead so annoying ... so bland and undesirable? And they NEVER grow or develop ... I think this is why the series SCHOOL DAYS was created. Someone was totally pissed off at the fact that male-leads in harems FAIL. I just skimmed through the episodes in about an hour because people kept saying it's a lot like White Album. Disturbing, but yes ... very similar ... well .... we'll see when the ending is released, considering WA is still airing in Japan.
I am almost considering putting together a review site of the series I have finished so far (and maybe the ones I couldn't even stomach one episode of ... like "Happiness" and "Kono Aozora ni Yakusoku wo" xD) ... since apparently I cannot geek-out enough. xD
Ugh ... I swear for a long time now I have been sobbing over one issue or another ... making things out to be more horrible than they actually are .. and taking lotsa Xanax ... e_e; ... it's quite a lot of stress and anxiety ... but it's something that wont be fixed right away ... and I am the only person who can do that, apparently. Heck, I am too afraid to say that things are okay right now in fear they will get bad, again ... but mostly it's been my own fault because I worry SO FUCKING MUCH.
It's hard to talk about all the things I am looking forward to for the same reason ... that it wont happen if I mention anything about what I hope for ... -_- ... but I know it's ridiculous to think that way ... what will happen *WILL* happen, good or bad ... regardless of what I hope or fear ... *sigh* ...
But ... it's a concept I am VERY SLOWLY beginning to grasp ... every little bit at a time ...
Oh, I am working on a new layout on and off ... but ... I probably wont finish it ... though it incorporates an image I have wanted to use for a layout for a long time. I kinda like how it's turning out so far but then at the same time I think it looks so ugly. xD
AND THAT IS ALL. YAY.