Feb 10, 2006 20:06
I got 'nudged'... oops! Seems I've been slack at updating...
Sorry - I just get to reading everyone else's posts, and I diary in my computer (diary program), so by the time that's finished, I really don't have a lot of time to post here - and really don't expect anyone to be interested anyway, I guess. I'm half a world away from the people I have as friends here, so it matters not what's going on in my little corner. I'd love to go out and catch up with my LJ friends like you all can do, but I can't, so I guess I just like to read about your lives - it's all so interesting, but I really don't feel I have anything worth contributing.
I'll try.
I named the puppy 'Gypsy'. She's a lovely little thing. A bit of an embarrassment though - where I work (friends own a petrol/service station. I help out sometimes, and they have their pets in sometimes) they have just got a little kitten which is a spak cat! Adorable, friendly, purrrrry, but wild!! He pounced on my puppy (the puppy is bigger - just!) and scared the shit out of her!! LOL what a KAK! The cat kept attacking/pouncing - just to play - and the dog was beside itself trying to hide.....
Hubby is watching the cricket. Oh joy. He'll have had a few beers. Looks like we aren't winning. No sex tonight :-( Water will be purple in a few days - he'd better give me a bloody good porking before then!!!!!
See? Nothing that's terribly interesting. Maybe I should go read some posts...
Maybe I just want to talk to someone else about my day/life/existence, but have nowhere to turn, and I don't want to drive friends away by 'pouring', or asking for an 'om', or something. I guess I'm used to hiding it all away, so writing anything in a public diary is a challenge that I'm not really overcoming at this point. Personal diary I can do. So I guess that's the reason I'm a slacker at posting here, but I really like to catch up on you guys, so I pop in and read your posts. I'm still sort of gotsing this.
I've come to update so many times. I've written, then deleted and closed. Logged in, written, deleted and closed. Etc, etc.
Maybe when I feel a bit more - what's the word - accepted, no - comfortable, no - unencumbered, maybe - undepressed (yes, it's a word, I made it just now), maybe - crap! I dunno! I'll come in and post a little at a time, and ease in, ok?
Wow. That was hard. I won't even delete it this time. Here we go, clicking 'update journal' riiiiiiiight ........ NOW!
kitten,
cricket,
depressed,
lack of sex,
puppy,
crap,
nudge