Sep 07, 2006 10:23
Well, I went to apply for a work permit on Tuesday. After waiting in line for 45 minutes I finally spoke with the hearing officer who advised me that I would be denied for a work permit because I have an outstanding ticket in Tazewell county. Not only did he tell me that but he also said that if I just pay the $75. for the ticket that they will add another three months onto my suspension. Therefore, I have to ask the judge to give me court supervision. The hearing officer didn't seem optimistic that I would get it AND my court date is tomorrow (friday the 8th) at one p.m....when I'll be working. So I had to write this letter to the Tazewell County Courthouse people asking them to move my court date and I have to take it in today. Jonathan (and some other people) have told me that in their experiences they have had to submit a request about two weeks prior to their original court date so I'm afraid I won't get to have my court date moved at all. So that means that I won't even have the opportunity to ask the judge for court supervision...not to mention the fact that even if I do get court supervision I have no idea where I'm going to come up with the money to pay for it! SWEET WONDERFULNESS! :/
So this weekend I plan on as busy as I possibly can and hopefully spending a large portion of it high/drunk so that I don't have to think about the fact that as of 9/9/06 I will have my license suspended for 3-6 months...that's right...that's 3-6 months of no alone time for Maggie. No "I need to go for a drive to clear my head"...no "I just need some alone time period" for Maggie...That's right...I will be with someone 24/7. No belting out music at the top of my lungs...no blairing "The Mama's and the Papa's" to the point of fearing I will be the only 19 year old to blow out my speakers to big oldies...No getting upset about something, turning my music way up and sobbing...nope...gotta be with someone all the time so I'll just have to take those little emotions and need for privacy and shove them way down into the pit of my stomache until 6 months from now on the day that I get my license back when I will get in my car and drive for 24 hours straight singing, sobbing and screaming...it will be glorious and will probably lead to a horrible death as I unknowingly swerve into oncoming traffic.
SO...in conclusion...I'M GOING TO LOSE MY MIND! SEND DEATH QUICK!