tell me how i can justify this...
traces of nuts on
this dish rag this teatowel
this poorly washed
So, it's been nearly 3 months. Jeez.
I can't believe that the last time I posted, Grandy was still with us. I've encountered death before, but never so close to my heart. I was pretty shattered. Still pulling pieces together, still occasionally falling back apart...I had a really painful time trying to clean out her apartment with my aunt. so hard to throw away her things... and i took too much for myself...
But I had a marvelous time out in BC for Christmas... mom's house and business are doing well, and my sisters both seem to have good paths ahead of them...
I got my marks back from first semester... 95% in Psychology! Too bad all my friends think psych is a load of horse shit...
I've rediscovered a number of old friends from late elementary and early high school... it's strange. some i felt a need to reconnect with. others i wish i could simply forget.
I have spectacular classes this semester, but I'm already falling behind... i have no motivation.
i've been talking about running a new fashion show for over a year now... but circumstances keep getting in the way and I feel like an ass for mentioning it to anyone in the first place.
i've been talking about visiting New York for about a year too, and again, circumstance. Every time I send my goddamn passport package to the govn't, they send it back saying there's something wrong with it. Now there's no way I'll get it in time for reading week.
Not that anyone would come with me anyway - the folks who keep promising to go with me never have money when the event comes around... I don't know if I could handle going to NY alone amongst a group of OCAD'ers that I don't know...
I really don't fit here.
I miss BC.
love the forest the
temperate climate the clean
sea air the slower
this dish rag this teatowel
this poorly washed
So, it's been nearly 3 months. Jeez.
I can't believe that the last time I posted, Grandy was still with us. I've encountered death before, but never so close to my heart. I was pretty shattered. Still pulling pieces together, still occasionally falling back apart...I had a really painful time trying to clean out her apartment with my aunt. so hard to throw away her things... and i took too much for myself...
But I had a marvelous time out in BC for Christmas... mom's house and business are doing well, and my sisters both seem to have good paths ahead of them...
I got my marks back from first semester... 95% in Psychology! Too bad all my friends think psych is a load of horse shit...
I've rediscovered a number of old friends from late elementary and early high school... it's strange. some i felt a need to reconnect with. others i wish i could simply forget.
I have spectacular classes this semester, but I'm already falling behind... i have no motivation.
i've been talking about running a new fashion show for over a year now... but circumstances keep getting in the way and I feel like an ass for mentioning it to anyone in the first place.
i've been talking about visiting New York for about a year too, and again, circumstance. Every time I send my goddamn passport package to the govn't, they send it back saying there's something wrong with it. Now there's no way I'll get it in time for reading week.
Not that anyone would come with me anyway - the folks who keep promising to go with me never have money when the event comes around... I don't know if I could handle going to NY alone amongst a group of OCAD'ers that I don't know...
I really don't fit here.
I miss BC.
love the forest the
temperate climate the clean
sea air the slower