Dec 24, 2006 00:02
The past two nights are the only two that I have gotten a full night's sleep in like a million years. I really hate Christmas. I have to go back to Venice tomorrow and I'd really rather just stay here at my sister's.
I have to move out of my house soon. I mean, my trailor. I don't know how many more nights I can be waken up by a screaming baby or a cat in heat. I'm seriously hating my life right now.
Sometimes I think I should just die because my life sucks and isn't getting any better no matter how hard I try. But that's stupid and I'm just being a pussy.
I hate my job and I hate my living situation and I have no friends where I live and it just sucks.
The only things that keep me sane are my music and Barney.