the bad part of college...
so...im sitting here...im sposed to be studying, but i quit that hours ago...i should be sleeping (cuz im still kinda sick) but i cant find myself going to bed early on a saturday night after not doing anything.
i wish i had stayed at the lib...then at least i would have gotten something done instead of being a total dweeb all night.
i decided that when i step back and watch...a lot of people are turning the same...but im still different, i guess, i dunno...i cant really tell. well, i am turning asian--according to kristen and all her friends...or puerto rican according to victor....or jacque, according to joey. haha. i can tell the people i hang out with the most.
ive been getting to know some people around my dorm more, which is good...but i feel like ive lost touch with some of the people from the beginning of the year. we ran into brendan on thurs at the grab n go in northwest, and it was so nice to see him. hes such a good kid...i miss hanging out with him and brant and joey and corey every weekend. i think we'll all get together soon. i really miss hanging out with brant...he was so funny and random and always made me laugh, i think i'll call him this week. then theres the orientation crew, good kids, hope to see them some more this week or next semester.
that month back home is gonna be so hard...away from here, i feel so at home here. like, we've all created a new dysfunctional family...its fun.
finals are going to be terrible, i can tell already. ugh. but, ill be studying like a mo-fo the rest of the week, so it shouldnt be so bad.
butttttttttttttttt....tens back now, so i have some new form of entertainment. haha.
hope everyones good.
see you next week.