LFS: Ezra is really Adam

[ktrisha]

Okay, I need some serious help here.  I have been racking my brain trying to think of the author or even the name of the stories.  Here is what I know:  First I believe that it is three stories and they are all connected, Ezra is really Adam but he does not know it but he keeps getting headaches and becoming ill.  At the end of the story, Ezra saves Chris and kills Ella.  The second story deals with Ezra thinking he is not good enough for Chris and gets hurt in the process, the third story has Ezra sitting on the room reading and Vin finds him.  Maude shows up in the third story.

So can any help with this convulted mess that is my brain.  I would love to know the name of the stories and authors.

Thank you in advance for all of your help

FOUND:   Thank you to both responses.   I know I am not insane.  Off to read.