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Ehhh I am so mad at myself because I get so paranoid sometimes for no reason really at all and it just makes me stressed and stuff. I don't know why I continue to make myself feel like this but I do... I don't know why I let things get to me or get scared that something is about me when it most likely isn't. I guess that shows that I think about myself too much, but I don't try to, I really don't. It's just....ehhhh
Today was okay. It went by kinda fast and yea it wasn't that bad thankfully. I am debating whether or not I want to go to the basketball game tonight. I do but I don't, I don't want to sit there all alone because all my friends will be cheering. That is the only bad part about quitting, other than that I can't really complain because at least I can kinda stay out of all the cheer drama.
Mmmmm...yea God why do I suck so much.
~Melissa~
Today was okay. It went by kinda fast and yea it wasn't that bad thankfully. I am debating whether or not I want to go to the basketball game tonight. I do but I don't, I don't want to sit there all alone because all my friends will be cheering. That is the only bad part about quitting, other than that I can't really complain because at least I can kinda stay out of all the cheer drama.
Mmmmm...yea God why do I suck so much.
~Melissa~