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So this is the first day my parents have been gone. They went to St.Martin, the bastards and left me with my evil grandma aka nani. She's such a fucking evil bitch but she seems to have been trying to be nice to me for some reason. Well as fate had it I got sick this week. Not throwing up thankgod but just one of those asshole colds that make you feel really run-down and miserable. So I went to school yesterday against my better judgement and in fear of my nani. It was the worst day of school this year for me. I felt terrible all day and even went to the nurse. She made me lay down because she thought I was gonna pass out. My head felt all stuffed and I couldn't hear people well. i also had the other common symptoms of sickness: chills, coughing, sore throat, runny nose, stuffed nose, feeling feverish. So they couldn't go home at all because no one else was written on my emergency card aside from my parents who are obviously out-of-country. So I suffered the rest of the day and even went to Josh's house. I had to even if I did feel sick because I didn't know the next time i could see him. I felt better there anyway, he's such a sweet boy. so i had to suffer today as well because i decided to grow balls and tell nani that i needed to stay home. I had to deal with dirty looks all day and she said multiple times that this was just one of my "stunts" thinking that I just didn't wqant to go to school. Heartless bitch. It's pretty fucking obvious that I'm sick god damnit. She acts like I'm such a piece of shit well her little beloved Renee never went to school and did way shittier in school too. but nevermind her, shes too perfect to look at that way. Maybe if I started doing drugs, developed bulimia, fucked everyone and gave a half-assed effort toward life than nani will like me too. The only reason why she likes my sister better is because she's prettier than I am. it's so obvious. I hate my grandmother.