MY LIFE STORY pt.1

Feb 03, 2007 16:05

A DREADFUL STORY (PART 1)
For my own sake I decided to post my complete story. It's in an attempt to sort my life out a tad. I don't really care if anyone reads this but if you are reading this perhaps you can relate to me. This is my dreadful, pitiful story.

pre-school:
*Went to the "Little Church in Brielle". I was very energetic and outgoing. I was friends with this one asian girl. Well, I was friends with everyone but she in particular was my "friend". Anyways, she scratched me one day and I stopped talking to her. That was pre-school.
Kindergarten:
*My teacher was Mrs.Butler at the PLC. There I was friends with a lot of kids too. Mrs.Bulter didn't really like me though. I mean one time I went to the bathroom to pee during story time (we had a bathroom in the corner of the classroom) so I peed and when I came out she goes "We heard you...." What the fuck was that all about? I don't know, I'll never know. Also during this time my mom would dress me up in little gay dresses and primp me so I looked like a wittle girl. I fucking hated it. At around this time I met Diana, who turns out to be a major part of my life eventually.

Elemtary School 1-5:
*I went to Herbertsville for this. These were my teachers in accordance to grade (1-5): Mrs.Mansfield, Ms.Price, Mrs.Ousborne, Mr.Geyer, Mrs.Wartzel. They were all assholes and I hated every one of them except Ms.Price. She was a real sweetheart. So I was also very happy and shit here too. I was usually with Diana, being that we had mosty the same teachers with the exception of 1rst and 3rd grade. Now that I recall, the staff at Herbertsville sucked balls and most the teachers there were miserable cunts. I was very popular for a time while Diana was more shy. I still hung out with her though and she was a little jelous of my social stat, if thats what you call it.

Well some bastard kids started to make fun of us because of our closeness. They called us lesbians and asked us gay little questions like "Who goes on top" and shit like that. Diana and I were sort of a pair and stuck with eachother no matter what, aside from the little spats we'd have sometimes. We would usually laugh about how fucking stupid all the other little bastards were, but we would never blatantly make fun of anyone. Haha we would play stupid games that no one else did during recess. We would spin in circles really fast, dig up big chunks of grass, and play with beany babies.

Now there were two beanies, Freckles the tiger (mine) and Lamby which was a lamb (Diana's). Looking back on it now, the personalities matched perfectly. We would play with these all the time. We would dress them in barbie doll clothes, make little houses for them out of boxes and put them in little barbie cars. During this time I was an avid video game player and loved The Legend of Zelda. So me and Diana would pretend to be Link and Zelda. I would be Link and she, Zelda. yeah yeah, I know what your thinking you fucking pervs, no we didn't role play in THAT way. We did gay little adventures where I would have to save her and we would solve puzzles and shit, maybe not even do anything. Sometimes I fought monsters and she would do magic spells, other times we would pretend that Link and Zelda were trapped in that current world (our world). In a way we were simply escaping from our current lives into a child's fantasy. At first the game was called "Link and Zelda" but then we just called it RPG, which I came up with for it. You know what it means basically Role Playing Game. "Hey Diana, wanna play RPG?" We would go, "Just pretend Link was trapped in this dungeon and called for help...blahblahblah." We eventually just shortened it to JP. "JP they did this, and that" This game was also played on the phone, VERY VERY OFTEN. We would be on the phone for 6 hours at a time playing this game. It was amazing how I can just imagine everything going on in my head, and her too. I can't believe that we got so much out of that game. This game went on for a LONG LONG time and I believe we stopped somewhere in 7th or 8th grade.

As you may imagine by now, we were considered the weirdest kids in the school. And as Diana and I became closer we both eventually stopped being talkitive to the others all together. We just kept to ourselves and thus brought on years of bullying.

As far as other relationships go, Diana and I would hang out together with some other kids which were more or less different as well. But this was scarce because Diana and I were so used to eachother the other kid wouldn't have a clue as to what the fuck we were talking about. As I can remember, I had one crush throughout the whole 5 years in this shithole: Cameron. I never told the kid but tried to be close to him if I could....he was okay to me I geuss.....better than the other little shits.

This concludes part one of my tale...
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