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Jesus
I feel weird.
about everything.
but I am sorta really happy right now.
i think.
cept everytime in my life that I have realized that
something bad has happened.
and i mean something BAD.
i dont mean grounded-bad or stupid-bad.
i mean like life-altering bad.
i guess it is just the worlds way of keepin me in check and not letting me get too optimistic or happy or even content.
cuz lord knows that cant happen.
I feel weird.
about everything.
but I am sorta really happy right now.
i think.
cept everytime in my life that I have realized that
something bad has happened.
and i mean something BAD.
i dont mean grounded-bad or stupid-bad.
i mean like life-altering bad.
i guess it is just the worlds way of keepin me in check and not letting me get too optimistic or happy or even content.
cuz lord knows that cant happen.