hi, i'm back
Well, i'm a little freaked out right now. I can't stop thinking about someone from my past. I haven't thought about him for a really long time, haven't talked to him in months and now, all the sudden, i thought about him today and now i can't get him out of my mind. Not that anyone's interested but, we left the relationship, well, i should say he, left me behind without any explanation and a lot of questions. We didn't date, but we were good friends, no benefits either, we seemed to be so in tune with each other and then poof he was gone. I don't know why i thought about him today, i know today it not a pivotal anniversary of any kind, so i can't figure out what triggered my thoughts. I want to talk to him so badly, ask him what happened, but i can't bring myself to make the call, send him an email or even IM him. It sounds sick and twisted, but i really want to hate, i just can't lie to myself. I'm afraid that if i talk to him, i'll forget that i'm supposed to hate him. I must be crazy right??? don't hold back, others have called me worse, hahahaha