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Ok, so the hermiting this weekend didn't quite pan out. I ended up more depressed and frustrated by the end of it. I had all these plans, like organizing my bookshelves, sorting out clothes to donate, making a batch of soap, reading some books on aromatherapy and such.
None of that happened. I spent the entire weekend fixated on youtube. I curse my lazy, unmotivated ass. I blamed my mother for messing up my weekend with her constant calls, but really, I have no one to blame but myself.
Next weekend. Yes. I swear I will get my shit together NEXT weekend.
I think I need to just get myself out of bed and moving first thing in the morning. Out of the house, running errands, whatever. If I start to dawdle on the computer, that's it, the day is fucked.
None of that happened. I spent the entire weekend fixated on youtube. I curse my lazy, unmotivated ass. I blamed my mother for messing up my weekend with her constant calls, but really, I have no one to blame but myself.
Next weekend. Yes. I swear I will get my shit together NEXT weekend.
I think I need to just get myself out of bed and moving first thing in the morning. Out of the house, running errands, whatever. If I start to dawdle on the computer, that's it, the day is fucked.