Sep 03, 2006 17:44
I know its bad to write a post just because you need to say something when you don't update but I'm going to anyways.So yeah,John broke up with me friday night.We're going to try to be friends.I just don't know what to think though and I can hardly explain how I feel about all this.It just seems like a bad dream and I'm dying to wake up.I pretty much haven't done anything all day.I guess I was looking forward to seeing him and now everything has changed.I've talked to Mike and Rachel.Work helped a little though I think soon they'll tell me again that I need to improve with speed and all that other crap.Rachel and I are planning to hang out on Wednes.Oh yeah,on a lighter note I got a few betta fish.I have two females in the 10 gal. with a couple of platies and a young molly.I also put a male betta in the 20 gal. with the tetras.Hes a funny fish,thinks hes royal.I hope trying to stay distracted will help but it hasn't much yet.The only thing that you can do in life is try though right?