taking a time-out
Yes, I think I'm taking a time-out. It's been 50 days since I posted anything on LJ ... I feel like I need to keep on doing it but from now to do it deliberately. While I'm still the same sincerely interested in what's happening with all of you, my dear friends, I feel like I have suddenly lost any need and desire for giving publicity to any of my own feelings and activities. I wish I still were, for I remember it very well how enthusiastic I used to be in regards of telling you how I lived here in my city, what I did, what I saw around and how I felt about it all. I used to spam your friends' pages with tons of photos that were often welcome *lol* I still photograph pretty much actually) But the thing is that I don't want to push myself into posting. And sometimes I feel like I'm doing this and surely what I get back then is reluctance. And since I don't what to loose you guys, want to stay here with you, for you are one of the few wonderful things that happened in my life, I want to get myself some freedom, let it go for a while. I don't know how long it's going to take me to make this sort of "recovery". Thus here and now I'm humbly asking you not to unfriend me, if you could, please. I'm checking my friends' page every lunch break, it's one of the things that help me stay sane. Please, stay with me, and let me stay with you as well, will you?