Quit
It's so lonely and quite here. It is a few days until graduation, a few days until Iain goes back to Japan. -_- ... I wish I could go too. It's so lonely and quiet here because, all the seniors are gone for a few days and won't come back until the night before graduation... I won't be able to spend much time with them before they leave. Many I think, I know Iain, forgot to pack. I'm so out of it, I just want this life here to never end. I want to see no one leave. I hate this so much about myself now, I am cold to so many but the few I grow attached to leave... Why can't time stand still for only a moment more...
Whoever said, "You don't know what someone really means to you until its gone." is right and full of shit. The feeling, the thought, of friend leaving possibly forever is the harshest feeling in the world. Right now I feel like hell, this feeling feels so familiar like before.
Let's see.. the summer... I have nothing planned... I know, "this is the most important summer of my educational life"... I think it's better to go with the flow this time, that way I won't be upset when my plans fail.
イアンくん・・・お願い・・・行かないでくださいね。
あいたいよ・・・行かないでください・・
Whoever said, "You don't know what someone really means to you until its gone." is right and full of shit. The feeling, the thought, of friend leaving possibly forever is the harshest feeling in the world. Right now I feel like hell, this feeling feels so familiar like before.
Let's see.. the summer... I have nothing planned... I know, "this is the most important summer of my educational life"... I think it's better to go with the flow this time, that way I won't be upset when my plans fail.
イアンくん・・・お願い・・・行かないでくださいね。
あいたいよ・・・行かないでください・・