Hell is rising

Apr 22, 2005 19:27

I've just return from a backpacking trip, somewhere around 75 miles walked in 6 days... These 6 days were sorta fun but also hell. I'll I could think about where two things, a.) Return to my computer, b.) Talk to the only person that matters to me (イアイン)。Of course the first thing I did was take a much needed shower. This trip was sorta good for me, I had some quiet time to relfect on things. I definately understand alot more about myself and came to a few rude awakenings.

Anyway, right now I am sorta mad/depressed I found out a few things about poeple whom were really close to me... Things aren't going so well, for anyone. All I can do is stand beside them, I hope they know I'm here. I will stand guard like a Paladin and rush to thier aid like a Crusader.

One to more selfish matters, Final Fantasy XI is having an even to have old players come back... Needless to say... I was on my knees crying, hoping I could get Kigen (my Whitemage/Summoner) could be revived from his eternal reposed... Needless to say these dreams got killed the moment I read the event.

The only things I want right now are: to not have to say good-bye and to play Final Fantasy XI with my Kigen back.
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