May 26, 2005 23:08
Over the past couple of weeks, I've realized that I've been completely disconnected with Highschool. It never meant anything to me... this is why I didn't care about missing prom, this is the same reason that I don't see the point in going to graduation. I don't feel like I was ever part of Marshall guys... Ever since Junior year, I've had 2 classes a day. I haven't had any spectacular teachers, I haven't met any spectacular people in my classes over the last two years. My circle of friends has been the same for years, I'm comfortable with you guys (you know who you are; the people on my buddy list and the people that I talk to or hang out with outside of school; the people on the Rape and Pillage forums, you are all my friends.) and I haven't felt the need to expand it... so I never really developed relationships with the people in my classes, most were no more than aquaintances (in other words, I never saw them outside of school). My friends, unfortunately, rarely shared classes with me (aside from German).
Thus, I don't have any special connection to those acquaintances of mine, and for this reason High School has meant nothing to me. I can only hope that college can be better, but I'll probably have to quit WoW first. I have all summer to get nice and burned out, and boy do I intend to.
Thank you, those of you who fall into the category of 'my friends.' Lets all keep in touch and do things together more often. R&P forums FTW.