and the night's the hardest time, 'cause the doubts run through your mind...

[maeler]

i never used to be this weak..

i used to speak my mind and not be afraid of doing so. i used to smile all the time and was genuinely happy with my life. i never used to cry this much. i want that girl back, why can't i be her anymore?

why do i feel this way all the time? why does nothing seem worth it to me anymore? why can't i just be happy? all i want is to be happy....