Life 101
I've been working a lot. As in, I was only scheduled for fifteen hours this week, but I've nearly doubled my hours. In a sense, this is a good thing. I desperately need the money. (Hooray for literal poverty! XD ) On the other hand, I'm also very tired and getting sick.
Despite exhaustion, I find I can never fall asleep before four in the morning. So I have at least another seven hours to go of this mind-numbing boredom. I also feel extremely restless these days. I hope it's just me being tired, because the last time I felt this, in January, I was slapped in the face by Major De-pre-ssion. Yeah, you know, the kind that renders you useless and huddled in the corner of your bed for days on end. It makes no sense and seems so fake until you live it. That is my Life Lesson of the year. It also sucks for school. No, I did not attend classes. Yes, I flunked for the first time in my life.
So you can see how I might be feeling nervous about this... anxiousness?
I've been trying to write to keep everything at bay and to fill up the space between waking, work, and sleep. Meh.
On another note entirely... Mika is coming to Seattle October 26th. :D I so want to be there. I haven't seen him since my 19th birthday (and the day I last updated Earning). I'm so excited for this I could piddle. Eheheheeee...
Despite exhaustion, I find I can never fall asleep before four in the morning. So I have at least another seven hours to go of this mind-numbing boredom. I also feel extremely restless these days. I hope it's just me being tired, because the last time I felt this, in January, I was slapped in the face by Major De-pre-ssion. Yeah, you know, the kind that renders you useless and huddled in the corner of your bed for days on end. It makes no sense and seems so fake until you live it. That is my Life Lesson of the year. It also sucks for school. No, I did not attend classes. Yes, I flunked for the first time in my life.
So you can see how I might be feeling nervous about this... anxiousness?
I've been trying to write to keep everything at bay and to fill up the space between waking, work, and sleep. Meh.
On another note entirely... Mika is coming to Seattle October 26th. :D I so want to be there. I haven't seen him since my 19th birthday (and the day I last updated Earning). I'm so excited for this I could piddle. Eheheheeee...