i need to vent..
..heh, yuh i just need to vent a bit on here. but i'll start with the good stuff first ;D
today i went riding, i was out there five hours again..-growl- now i'm sunburnt on my face ;__: if i had my helmet on i wouldn't have gotten sunburnt..damnit -sigh- tracey gave me a pair of riding boots, they're sooo much better to ride in XD they suck for walking about in though -.-; anyway, i got to bath bandi, and i conditioned his mane and tail, he's soooooo beautiful especially now he's all shiney and his mane is so shiney too :O! then i had to groom him as far as brushing him, and then i had to pick out his hoofs, -grumbles- but it was all worth it getting to ride him XD then i got to run about with him chasing me for his food >;D now when he sees me he neighs and goes crazy then when i get to him he nudges my arm and then puts him head low to mine and i have to kiss him roffle. i love him..! also when we were walking down a narror path he stopped to eat and i pulled him up and because he had fallen behind just a few strides from diesle and red he got all upset [even though it was his own fault -.-;] and instead of walking PAST this piece of tin that was laying there he JUMPED over it...and i wasn't prepared for that---however i didn't fall off or anything crazy like that XP i'm going to go back monday, and possibly wednesday XD yey...
bad news now -cough-
i really like david and i think it could work between us once we meet XD he's really funny and yet sweet and just has..this..something about him..merf, now i'm lost in my own words -.-; anyway, like tonight this is what was said :
DAVID: i got a question for ya, if you did come to visit, how long would you stay?
ME: merf, i dont know >>
ME: probably only like two weeks because of my mum's job.
DAVID: well, atleast its that long X_x
DAVID: you should come down for like half a summer or something *nods*
ME: roffle
ME: maybe after i come the first time with my mum the next time i'll come alone :O!
ME: even though i dont trust you XP
DAVID: ;____;
ME: lol
ME: i don't trust being alone with yoo XP
DAVID: *brings you close* i would never try to force or make you do anything you werent equally wanting to do *nod*
ME: pff
ME: roffle
ME: -hugs-
DAVID: and im not kidding :-(
ME: =)
DAVID: so ill just have to make sure you want to do it :P
DAVID: *laughs evily*
DAVID: *hugs* i want you to trust me
ME: LOL
ME: i do, i'm just kidding -hugs-
ME: i promise
=) and then bloss sent me this other thing which i dont have but she asked him if he loves me, and he said, and she asked why and he said something like 'because she has that fire to her' or something like that and that 'and i like hot things ^_~' and that 'she's pretty and that helps' roffle. -hugs him- anyway, yuh but then there's andy -growl- i think i did really think a lot of him a while back but he's being a weird and the fact is, he's in new york..like hell i'll ever get to go there. i was being totally stupid, but ever since thursday he's been a freak! it's ever since i posted some of david's and my convos in my extented profile that he's been trying to act perverted and cursing and if you knew andy you'd be like 'wtf' but yuh, so that really pisses me off. the other thing is he gives me the silent treatment if i mention ANYTHING about another guy, and yet he finds it perfectly fine to talk about this and that girl who love him...that's another thing that just pisses me off. then there's his music...-screams- he insaults my favorite types music all the time, and yet even though i hate his 'oldies rock' or whatever the fuck it's called i don't insault it! ugh!!!! so screw him and ever being coming closer, david is 100% better, and come to think about it..there isn't anything i hate about david.. if david by any chance is reading this..i don't know how he got the url but..i'd like to say thanks for not being a stupid jerk like all the other guys i've known. <3
i'm off to bed, later
Maeg
today i went riding, i was out there five hours again..-growl- now i'm sunburnt on my face ;__: if i had my helmet on i wouldn't have gotten sunburnt..damnit -sigh- tracey gave me a pair of riding boots, they're sooo much better to ride in XD they suck for walking about in though -.-; anyway, i got to bath bandi, and i conditioned his mane and tail, he's soooooo beautiful especially now he's all shiney and his mane is so shiney too :O! then i had to groom him as far as brushing him, and then i had to pick out his hoofs, -grumbles- but it was all worth it getting to ride him XD then i got to run about with him chasing me for his food >;D now when he sees me he neighs and goes crazy then when i get to him he nudges my arm and then puts him head low to mine and i have to kiss him roffle. i love him..! also when we were walking down a narror path he stopped to eat and i pulled him up and because he had fallen behind just a few strides from diesle and red he got all upset [even though it was his own fault -.-;] and instead of walking PAST this piece of tin that was laying there he JUMPED over it...and i wasn't prepared for that---however i didn't fall off or anything crazy like that XP i'm going to go back monday, and possibly wednesday XD yey...
bad news now -cough-
i really like david and i think it could work between us once we meet XD he's really funny and yet sweet and just has..this..something about him..merf, now i'm lost in my own words -.-; anyway, like tonight this is what was said :
DAVID: i got a question for ya, if you did come to visit, how long would you stay?
ME: merf, i dont know >>
ME: probably only like two weeks because of my mum's job.
DAVID: well, atleast its that long X_x
DAVID: you should come down for like half a summer or something *nods*
ME: roffle
ME: maybe after i come the first time with my mum the next time i'll come alone :O!
ME: even though i dont trust you XP
DAVID: ;____;
ME: lol
ME: i don't trust being alone with yoo XP
DAVID: *brings you close* i would never try to force or make you do anything you werent equally wanting to do *nod*
ME: pff
ME: roffle
ME: -hugs-
DAVID: and im not kidding :-(
ME: =)
DAVID: so ill just have to make sure you want to do it :P
DAVID: *laughs evily*
DAVID: *hugs* i want you to trust me
ME: LOL
ME: i do, i'm just kidding -hugs-
ME: i promise
=) and then bloss sent me this other thing which i dont have but she asked him if he loves me, and he said, and she asked why and he said something like 'because she has that fire to her' or something like that and that 'and i like hot things ^_~' and that 'she's pretty and that helps' roffle. -hugs him- anyway, yuh but then there's andy -growl- i think i did really think a lot of him a while back but he's being a weird and the fact is, he's in new york..like hell i'll ever get to go there. i was being totally stupid, but ever since thursday he's been a freak! it's ever since i posted some of david's and my convos in my extented profile that he's been trying to act perverted and cursing and if you knew andy you'd be like 'wtf' but yuh, so that really pisses me off. the other thing is he gives me the silent treatment if i mention ANYTHING about another guy, and yet he finds it perfectly fine to talk about this and that girl who love him...that's another thing that just pisses me off. then there's his music...-screams- he insaults my favorite types music all the time, and yet even though i hate his 'oldies rock' or whatever the fuck it's called i don't insault it! ugh!!!! so screw him and ever being coming closer, david is 100% better, and come to think about it..there isn't anything i hate about david.. if david by any chance is reading this..i don't know how he got the url but..i'd like to say thanks for not being a stupid jerk like all the other guys i've known. <3
i'm off to bed, later
Maeg