Interesting...

[maeganshep]

I am so bored at work that I started reading back through old Facebook messages.  Some were funny and some were really sad.  The interesting thing, however, is that the really, really sad ones didn't have the same effect on me that they usually have.  Normally, my heart clinches up into a ball and my breathing becomes labored until I have to courage to click out of the window.  Today, though, the only thing that happened was that I smiled sadly to myself.

Does this mean the the majority of the healing has FINALLY happened?  It's about time...

Now I can move on.

Or maybe I'm just hilucinating since I'm sick and still have 4.5 hours of work/boredom to suffer through...