I awake to find that I'm better than (and don't deserve) this situation.....

[maeganshep]

"I can't change who I am--
Not this time, I won't lie to keep you near me
And in this short life,
There's no time to waste on giving up
My love wasn't enough"
     ~~Lacrymosa--Evanescence

"Stay low
Soft, dark, and dreamless
Far beneath my nightmares
And loneliness.
I hate me,
For breathing without you.
I don't want to feel
Anymore for you."
     ~~Like You--Evanescence

"Don't want to let it lay me down this time
Drown my will to fly
Here in the darkness I know myself
Can't break free until I let it go--
Let me go."
     ~~Lithium--Evanescence

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On a much happier note, I'm going to be an aunt again and this time---IT'S A GIRL! :):)  I'm so excited to be "Auntie M" to TWO adorable rug-rats!