i'll never ever return....
Well it's been a while..........yeah yesterday. But uhm.........ok. Cheerleading went well today....but I totally almost cried. Kim, Michelle, Tish cried....and i was like........NOOOOOO. I hate seeing people cry....it tears me up. But yeah.....we had a little "vent" talk today. It was nice. We need to have at least one every week or so. I love Kim and Michelle to death.........I feel sorry for them.....because ya know. I hope they don't quit......cuz if they do, then I quit....and I know everyone else will probably quit too. I actually look forward to cheerleading.......we are all getting better. Megan and I can lift Sarah without a problem now!!!!! GO US!
People keep asking me what's wrong... And it's like I can't even explain myself. I wish I could....but it's so hard. no need to worry though.... thanks to those who have asked me what was wrong...or at least "acted" like they cared. :)
Anywho- Derek and I went to the drive-in last night. We watched Dukes of Hazzard and Fantastic Four......not too shabby. I gotta say the old Dukes of Hazzard is WAY better. I mean c'mon....did the old Dukes of Hazzard have cell phones? no.......c'mon people. Jessica Simpson is a sludge....
So....got home at 2 in the morning...pretty good right? Yeah.....I was so out of it on the way home. Things I said keep popping in my head and wow.....I am dumb!!!!!
Awe......I helped Derek move his stuff out of his room....so he can move it all to his apartment for college. :( Talk about sad....................................
We layed in my driveway and just looked at the stars and talked about everything. I know that he won't abandon me and he'll keep on loving me. I know this love is real and true......I just hope I can hold on to it....
Yesterday was a really bad day for me........I don't wanna get into it though. the good- I had to work with Felicia for Student Council. It was so much fun. We had to register kids for school........and Mr. Carter and Dennis.....God love them. They are cool. It was hilarious....Flea and I were like so funny. We made peoples days...... LOVELY! But yeah.....good times.
Ashley Terry got another car. HER THIRD ONE!!! It's really nice.....
I got my hair cut today....it's not bad. I like it better now than before. My granny and I had a very good talk....about Derek and other things. She was like....I really am going to miss Derek. AWWE! But yeah...we went grocery shopping at Wolley World and I got school supplies and stuff.
Tomorrow Ash and I play doubles..........I hope we win.
Saturday- Derek Willoughby and I play mixed doubles. I really hope we win. If we lose I know it will be my fault...
Welllll..............my big fat tummy REALLY hurts and I need to go hit myself.....HA.....
People keep asking me what's wrong... And it's like I can't even explain myself. I wish I could....but it's so hard. no need to worry though.... thanks to those who have asked me what was wrong...or at least "acted" like they cared. :)
Anywho- Derek and I went to the drive-in last night. We watched Dukes of Hazzard and Fantastic Four......not too shabby. I gotta say the old Dukes of Hazzard is WAY better. I mean c'mon....did the old Dukes of Hazzard have cell phones? no.......c'mon people. Jessica Simpson is a sludge....
So....got home at 2 in the morning...pretty good right? Yeah.....I was so out of it on the way home. Things I said keep popping in my head and wow.....I am dumb!!!!!
Awe......I helped Derek move his stuff out of his room....so he can move it all to his apartment for college. :( Talk about sad....................................
We layed in my driveway and just looked at the stars and talked about everything. I know that he won't abandon me and he'll keep on loving me. I know this love is real and true......I just hope I can hold on to it....
Yesterday was a really bad day for me........I don't wanna get into it though. the good- I had to work with Felicia for Student Council. It was so much fun. We had to register kids for school........and Mr. Carter and Dennis.....God love them. They are cool. It was hilarious....Flea and I were like so funny. We made peoples days...... LOVELY! But yeah.....good times.
Ashley Terry got another car. HER THIRD ONE!!! It's really nice.....
I got my hair cut today....it's not bad. I like it better now than before. My granny and I had a very good talk....about Derek and other things. She was like....I really am going to miss Derek. AWWE! But yeah...we went grocery shopping at Wolley World and I got school supplies and stuff.
Tomorrow Ash and I play doubles..........I hope we win.
Saturday- Derek Willoughby and I play mixed doubles. I really hope we win. If we lose I know it will be my fault...
Welllll..............my big fat tummy REALLY hurts and I need to go hit myself.....HA.....