aint worth it
when klanci and i went to albertsons we stole makeup. i ended up steeling 50 dollars( i hate saying bucks for some reason) i really have no problem with stealing and i dont really feel bad when it is from a big cooperation, but realising how much i had stolen i realized, " thou shall not steal", it is a comanment! ( is that spelled correctly i make so many grammatical mistakes) then i started thinking that sometimes if i know they just got paid i will take a dollar off the kitchen table or buy a 3 dollar used book or cd from amazon. i still dont really feel bad for any of it but i should go to confession.
wouldnt that be dumb, being condemed to an eternity in hell for stealing a tube of mascara. i personally do not think that a person would be condemed for something so dumb, but how would i know only god can make that decission. sometimes i dont think hell is real, then i think of rapist or mass murders but is it truely there fault, maybe they are psycologicaly fucked up( we are all) maybe something traumatic happened during their child hood. like sigmund freud's theory that people only do good or bad things according to their childood upbring which could be true but it is hard to tell because he was crazy and an idiot not to mention a drug addict, but he should not be condemed for that since most accoladed geniuses took drugs. maybe they are trying to get away from it all, maybe they are trying to to reach a higher level of thinking, or maybe they are just a bunch of idiotic selfloathing children.
anyway i digress, if there is really a hell i do not think there is an exact manual for god to condem them to it.
there are so many things the church says and does in the past and present that i could never agree with, but i would never change my religion because i have to much faith in it.
my sister and her husband are coming tuesday or wenesday for two weeks.
wouldnt that be dumb, being condemed to an eternity in hell for stealing a tube of mascara. i personally do not think that a person would be condemed for something so dumb, but how would i know only god can make that decission. sometimes i dont think hell is real, then i think of rapist or mass murders but is it truely there fault, maybe they are psycologicaly fucked up( we are all) maybe something traumatic happened during their child hood. like sigmund freud's theory that people only do good or bad things according to their childood upbring which could be true but it is hard to tell because he was crazy and an idiot not to mention a drug addict, but he should not be condemed for that since most accoladed geniuses took drugs. maybe they are trying to get away from it all, maybe they are trying to to reach a higher level of thinking, or maybe they are just a bunch of idiotic selfloathing children.
anyway i digress, if there is really a hell i do not think there is an exact manual for god to condem them to it.
there are so many things the church says and does in the past and present that i could never agree with, but i would never change my religion because i have to much faith in it.
my sister and her husband are coming tuesday or wenesday for two weeks.