gone too soon
In the nauseating monotony of my every day
you appeared again after a while;
just when i almost forgot you ever crossed my narrow road,
you were there standing in the same spot i lost you, bizaarely different but completely the same -
your smile,
your laugh,
your husky voice that almost always lulled me to a strange serenity with auphoric bliss in my heart...
you still had it and it still thrived in me...the feeling you gave me...the wonder...the awe...the urge to be with you...to have all of you at the smoochies of my lips...at the confines of my arms...
you brought back the happiness i lost,
you gave me joy that was slowly becoming familiar to me again..
i was the self i had not been for a long time...
i was falling...
almost in love...
maybe in love...
no!
i was really in love,
but in one starless night with intermittent raindrops, gust of wind on my face..and resounding torture of your confession..
the one i love was gone...
even when you were still there...
you appeared again after a while;
just when i almost forgot you ever crossed my narrow road,
you were there standing in the same spot i lost you, bizaarely different but completely the same -
your smile,
your laugh,
your husky voice that almost always lulled me to a strange serenity with auphoric bliss in my heart...
you still had it and it still thrived in me...the feeling you gave me...the wonder...the awe...the urge to be with you...to have all of you at the smoochies of my lips...at the confines of my arms...
you brought back the happiness i lost,
you gave me joy that was slowly becoming familiar to me again..
i was the self i had not been for a long time...
i was falling...
almost in love...
maybe in love...
no!
i was really in love,
but in one starless night with intermittent raindrops, gust of wind on my face..and resounding torture of your confession..
the one i love was gone...
even when you were still there...