april 29
i don't wanna go to bed tonight...because i wanna wait when the clock strikes 12 and the seconds that follow...to embrace April 29, the date that will forever mean something to me...it's not only my brother's birthday, it's also the day that i finally gave my heart to one person in all honesty and sincerity...for the first time, i wasn't wandering like a lost soul in the crimson world...i had a home and i belonged to her...she was mine and i was hers ALONE.
it was a rollercoaster for both of us...she was very conservative...i was untamed...she had been in an 8-year relationship before...i was just playing around...she planned too much...i just lived by the day...she hated horror flicks...i indulged in them...she is a vegan...i practically eat anything edible...she is a hindu...i am a catholic... but at the end of the day, we only had one thing in common...we were in love with each other...and Love made it all easy for both of us...well almost.
we were like kids in love..baby talking, corny...feelings on fire...it was crazy actually...because we didn't know what lay ahead but we didn't care..."we were together that's all that mattered." i told her that. She just smiled staring at me with her dreamy eyes...and i always got lost in her big brown dreamy eyes...she was everything i never dreamed of, but she was my perfect reality...she was so sweet, thoughtful, understanding, patient, mature, and above all she was crazy about me, she always made me feel special in ways that always lit up my face and flooded my heart with feelings i couldn't put into words... i was her princess she always said to me...she was my monkey...we were one until our differences started to take its toll on our relationship...we'd argue about small things, we disagreed about everything, she was fussy, i was indifferent, she hated how i looked at things, i hated how she reminded me of it...she would walk out on me...she would hang up on me...vice versa...pride became our constant companion...until i broke down in tears and she'd be there to comfort me and everything was or seemed okay again...it was a cycle of arguments and making up...until one day, she just gave up on us...i tried but i guess it's all we could ever have...
it was a rollercoaster for both of us...she was very conservative...i was untamed...she had been in an 8-year relationship before...i was just playing around...she planned too much...i just lived by the day...she hated horror flicks...i indulged in them...she is a vegan...i practically eat anything edible...she is a hindu...i am a catholic... but at the end of the day, we only had one thing in common...we were in love with each other...and Love made it all easy for both of us...well almost.
we were like kids in love..baby talking, corny...feelings on fire...it was crazy actually...because we didn't know what lay ahead but we didn't care..."we were together that's all that mattered." i told her that. She just smiled staring at me with her dreamy eyes...and i always got lost in her big brown dreamy eyes...she was everything i never dreamed of, but she was my perfect reality...she was so sweet, thoughtful, understanding, patient, mature, and above all she was crazy about me, she always made me feel special in ways that always lit up my face and flooded my heart with feelings i couldn't put into words... i was her princess she always said to me...she was my monkey...we were one until our differences started to take its toll on our relationship...we'd argue about small things, we disagreed about everything, she was fussy, i was indifferent, she hated how i looked at things, i hated how she reminded me of it...she would walk out on me...she would hang up on me...vice versa...pride became our constant companion...until i broke down in tears and she'd be there to comfort me and everything was or seemed okay again...it was a cycle of arguments and making up...until one day, she just gave up on us...i tried but i guess it's all we could ever have...