Lack of posting
My lack of posting the past few months is horrendous. I am simply sick to death of complaining, and of seeing myself complain. Sadly, that is my life at the moment. I think what hurts the most is I have lost my sense of humor about life. I used to be able to laugh about anything and everything, including this miserable state of health I have. Now, fuck. Laughing takes too much energy and I have little enough of it as is.I seem to have to save every bit of energy to try and last past the fricking pain. Dammit. Here I go again.