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Wow, long time no post. So much has been going on, I don't even know where to start.
I've been trying to work in Music, acting as a booking agent and manager to a few bands and solo acts. I really love it, but it's more of a very time consuming hobby right now. Not making any money at it. Still love it though.
Personally, The marriage is better than it has been in a very long time, for which I'm truly grateful. My husband has decided to be the supportive creature I always saw in him. My daughter, Keira, is now two, with all the fun that comes along with it. She's got her own kitten that is glued to her hip. It's the cutest thing imaginable. really.
In sadder news, this week I experianced a miscarriage, which is what brought me back to LJ. I remembered how supportive the pregnancy group here was when I was first pregnant, so I choose to try to find it again. So far, I haven't seen it for women going through miscarriages, but that's ok. I've found some amazing support centers in my city, as well and friends and family that are helping me through.
I've also dealt with being diagnosed with Temporal Lobe Epilepsy. That one threw me for a loop. After Keira was born, I started having problems. I thought they were panic attacks or something similar. went on antidepressents and all that, but it just kept getting worse. Then I began to have issues at work, where i'd black out for periods of time, and the people I worked with thought I was sleeping. I ended up in the hospital for a week with it. After multiple MRI's and three nuro's, my most recent one finally found proof that I'm epliptic, and have probably been my whole life, just the pregnancy hormones changed it.
Here is a picture of the child, because being a mother I find her to be the most perfect thing alive, unless she's throwing things at me.
Here she is in her summer dress. IT was sooo cute until it got chocolate on it.
Corn on the Cob, NOM!!!!
She found Mommy's shoes... and refused to take them off.
And this is Ozzy, Keira's kitten. Or as she calls him, Ossthy.
I've been trying to work in Music, acting as a booking agent and manager to a few bands and solo acts. I really love it, but it's more of a very time consuming hobby right now. Not making any money at it. Still love it though.
Personally, The marriage is better than it has been in a very long time, for which I'm truly grateful. My husband has decided to be the supportive creature I always saw in him. My daughter, Keira, is now two, with all the fun that comes along with it. She's got her own kitten that is glued to her hip. It's the cutest thing imaginable. really.
In sadder news, this week I experianced a miscarriage, which is what brought me back to LJ. I remembered how supportive the pregnancy group here was when I was first pregnant, so I choose to try to find it again. So far, I haven't seen it for women going through miscarriages, but that's ok. I've found some amazing support centers in my city, as well and friends and family that are helping me through.
I've also dealt with being diagnosed with Temporal Lobe Epilepsy. That one threw me for a loop. After Keira was born, I started having problems. I thought they were panic attacks or something similar. went on antidepressents and all that, but it just kept getting worse. Then I began to have issues at work, where i'd black out for periods of time, and the people I worked with thought I was sleeping. I ended up in the hospital for a week with it. After multiple MRI's and three nuro's, my most recent one finally found proof that I'm epliptic, and have probably been my whole life, just the pregnancy hormones changed it.
Here is a picture of the child, because being a mother I find her to be the most perfect thing alive, unless she's throwing things at me.
Here she is in her summer dress. IT was sooo cute until it got chocolate on it.
Corn on the Cob, NOM!!!!
She found Mommy's shoes... and refused to take them off.
And this is Ozzy, Keira's kitten. Or as she calls him, Ossthy.