Moving on...

[maeann]

So much happened in just a span of...3 weeks? or maybe I was just too dense back then to be able to anticipate it, which is why it came to me as a shock.

It caused me to feel pain, disappointment, desperation, hurt, denial...but, it also pushed me to look for myself, realize a lot of things I've been neglecting, appreciate life, regain that passion to go on.

Now I'm really certain..Life is so ironic.

Thinking about it, I felt like a chapter of my life has ended and now a new one opened before me.

This time, I want to make sure that it will be more memorable than the rest of those closed chapters.

So...I better get that list of things I want to do for myself cause it feels like I've taken myself for granted for quite a long time.

And, from now on, no more hesitations...I'll just do what I want to do.

I'll pursue those dreams that I thought I've already let go of..

I'll live every single day like it is my last...

I'll love myself more and know me like I've never known myself before because I don't need to prove myself to anyone, for I am as good as anyone else. = )

No matter how painful it could sometimes be, I'll endure it and look forward to the day when I could finally get over it.
and, when that time comes...

I know that it's gonna be worth it.