what to do
As of now im trying to find a place to live but i dont know how good tha's going to work out. My mind is all types of fucked up and I have no idea what I'm going to do. I think i need to get away from my family for awhile, like a couple months or something to clean up my act. I have yet to speak to my mom since like 730ish last night and I don't plan on talking to her for awhile. If it coems dwon to living on the streets then I'mnot sure what will happen. Sometimes I just think if my dad was still here things would be better and I wouldn't be how I am but I also would liek my fuckin mother to tell me where my dad lives because I do have a right to know because it's my dad. She can't keep him away from me, it's her fault why I don't have anything. I wish I lived a better lifestyle. sigh