looking back with love. mike love.
what's old is new again. i forget what it was that prompted that but it was a theme earlier today & yesterday. yo es slightly brain dead due to beer consumption last night. eggsellent times tho. I remembered an old plan of mine the other night while watching Band of Gypsys videos on yt, which was to, when i am a little more stable in life in terms of a good job and contentness with life, begin smoking weed (but only good weed) and buying a stratocaster and stringing it up left handed and learn to play guitar left handed, just like mister jimi. i likey the sound of that: not giving a shit about advancing in life or thinking i should be doing something important, but just chilling out and having a good time. i think i'm getting better at chilling out and not worrying about shit. tho i suppose i should be giving a shit about some things... but right now i'm just learning to take it easy, take it easy, don't let the sound of yer own motor drive you crazy.....
For a while i was planning on busking, first in kitchener over the summer, then in toronto when i biked there in july, then in kingston after 3 more days of biking in july, and then for my first 2 months of being in montreal. but recently i realized that it is not going to happen, at least not anytime soon. as though there is just some sort of a block, and i just realize that i cannot cross it right now. ah, the comforting acceptance of my inadequacies.
more later.
For a while i was planning on busking, first in kitchener over the summer, then in toronto when i biked there in july, then in kingston after 3 more days of biking in july, and then for my first 2 months of being in montreal. but recently i realized that it is not going to happen, at least not anytime soon. as though there is just some sort of a block, and i just realize that i cannot cross it right now. ah, the comforting acceptance of my inadequacies.
more later.