poems and a fan-fic by me...
before we begin...... NO I AM NOT A DISTURBED LITTLE GIRL!!!!
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I Dare You To Be Brave
written by: madzee (me)
Don't walk alone in the dark,
If you're afraid to turn around.
To turn around and see you're being followed,
By nothing but your shadow on the ground.
Don't cry in the corner,
All by your lonesome self.
Everybody needs a friend;
A concience to guide themselves.
Don't just hide your love,
For the one in which you adore.
Because if you keep it locked up in yourself,
Your heart will strongly become sore...
Walk alone in the dark.
I dare you to be brave.
Let a friend be by your side.
And don't carry that love to your grave.
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Breathe In
written by: madzee (me)
slowly close
your eyes.
and view the beauty in your mind.
breathe in,
and let the air
flow through your lungs.
lay down
upon the grass,
and let the earth touch your skin.
step
into the ocean.
let the water wash your soul.
touch a rose
and feel
the softness of the petals.
slowly open
your eyes,
and see the beauty that surrounds you.
smile softly
and gaze
upon the beauty in which you stand before.
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Her
written by: madzee (me)
I smile at you,
but you see right through me.
Right through me to her.
And it hurts.
Knowing that I am not seen.
And that in my place,
Is her ...
Miss Perfect.
And as I walk away
with sorrowful eyes ...
I turn to see,
... her ...
In your arms.
That used to be my home.
But now it's her's.
My world is now,
Miss Perfect's ...
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Live and Let Go
written by: madzee (me)
She didn't want to do it, but everyone had pissed her off too many times. She was done being provoked and picked on. Yurika quickly staggered to the bathroom and flung open the cabinet where she pulled out her father's razor blade. She didn't quite know why he kept it there. It was used for cutting paper. But at this point, she didn't really care. She ran back to her room and slammed the door shut. It was good to her that she was home alone. She slowly slid down from the wall to the floor and held out her arm. She began to cry uncontrollably as the blade sinked into her skin and a thick red liquid slid down her arm and dripped to the floor. She started to slit different parts of her. Her entire body was practically blood soaked. She slowly layed herself down in front of her small puddles of blood. Her tears streamed down her face and began to mix in with her blood. She became rather dizzy as she hesitated to close her eyes. But finally, they closed. When they opened, she could smell the scent of a hospital. She slowly looked around as a nurse entered her room. "Glad to see you awake, Yurika. You had everyone worried. Suicide isn't the answer to your problems. You should let your death come naturally. Never force life." The nurse scribbled a few things down on a piece of paper that was attached to a clipboard. After she was done, she left the room. A few minutes later. Some students from her school came in. They were all the ones that teased and poked at her. They sat and gave her preseants and apologized to her for hours. She didn't care. She didn't want to hear what they had to say. After awhile, they were all gone but one. That last one was a girl. The girl had reached over and hugged Yurika. After a few more minutes of the girl apologizing, she left as Yurika slowly fell back asleep. Once again, she awoke. No one was around. She layed there wondering why she hadn't seen her parents. But it was no biggy to her. She didn't want to see them anyway. She turned her head up a bit and looked at all the tubes and plug-ins that were attached to her. She traced her eyes alone every single one of them until she found the sorce of it. She reached up her hand up and attempted to un-plug herself. But suddenly a hand had grabbed her arm and pulled it away. It was a doctor. And behind them were her parents. Her mother was in tears and her father was trying not to cry. She kept thinking to herself, Why are they so sad? They treat me like shit. Why the hell do they care what position I'm in? Her mother ran to her and gently hugged her. Then Yurika felt extremely warm inside as she closed her eyes and never awakened.
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I Dare You To Be Brave
written by: madzee (me)
Don't walk alone in the dark,
If you're afraid to turn around.
To turn around and see you're being followed,
By nothing but your shadow on the ground.
Don't cry in the corner,
All by your lonesome self.
Everybody needs a friend;
A concience to guide themselves.
Don't just hide your love,
For the one in which you adore.
Because if you keep it locked up in yourself,
Your heart will strongly become sore...
Walk alone in the dark.
I dare you to be brave.
Let a friend be by your side.
And don't carry that love to your grave.
----------
Breathe In
written by: madzee (me)
slowly close
your eyes.
and view the beauty in your mind.
breathe in,
and let the air
flow through your lungs.
lay down
upon the grass,
and let the earth touch your skin.
step
into the ocean.
let the water wash your soul.
touch a rose
and feel
the softness of the petals.
slowly open
your eyes,
and see the beauty that surrounds you.
smile softly
and gaze
upon the beauty in which you stand before.
----------
Her
written by: madzee (me)
I smile at you,
but you see right through me.
Right through me to her.
And it hurts.
Knowing that I am not seen.
And that in my place,
Is her ...
Miss Perfect.
And as I walk away
with sorrowful eyes ...
I turn to see,
... her ...
In your arms.
That used to be my home.
But now it's her's.
My world is now,
Miss Perfect's ...
----------
Live and Let Go
written by: madzee (me)
She didn't want to do it, but everyone had pissed her off too many times. She was done being provoked and picked on. Yurika quickly staggered to the bathroom and flung open the cabinet where she pulled out her father's razor blade. She didn't quite know why he kept it there. It was used for cutting paper. But at this point, she didn't really care. She ran back to her room and slammed the door shut. It was good to her that she was home alone. She slowly slid down from the wall to the floor and held out her arm. She began to cry uncontrollably as the blade sinked into her skin and a thick red liquid slid down her arm and dripped to the floor. She started to slit different parts of her. Her entire body was practically blood soaked. She slowly layed herself down in front of her small puddles of blood. Her tears streamed down her face and began to mix in with her blood. She became rather dizzy as she hesitated to close her eyes. But finally, they closed. When they opened, she could smell the scent of a hospital. She slowly looked around as a nurse entered her room. "Glad to see you awake, Yurika. You had everyone worried. Suicide isn't the answer to your problems. You should let your death come naturally. Never force life." The nurse scribbled a few things down on a piece of paper that was attached to a clipboard. After she was done, she left the room. A few minutes later. Some students from her school came in. They were all the ones that teased and poked at her. They sat and gave her preseants and apologized to her for hours. She didn't care. She didn't want to hear what they had to say. After awhile, they were all gone but one. That last one was a girl. The girl had reached over and hugged Yurika. After a few more minutes of the girl apologizing, she left as Yurika slowly fell back asleep. Once again, she awoke. No one was around. She layed there wondering why she hadn't seen her parents. But it was no biggy to her. She didn't want to see them anyway. She turned her head up a bit and looked at all the tubes and plug-ins that were attached to her. She traced her eyes alone every single one of them until she found the sorce of it. She reached up her hand up and attempted to un-plug herself. But suddenly a hand had grabbed her arm and pulled it away. It was a doctor. And behind them were her parents. Her mother was in tears and her father was trying not to cry. She kept thinking to herself, Why are they so sad? They treat me like shit. Why the hell do they care what position I'm in? Her mother ran to her and gently hugged her. Then Yurika felt extremely warm inside as she closed her eyes and never awakened.