Urgh... why me.

Jun 12, 2004 10:14

I hate myself. I hate myself for everything. I've really hurt max but I honestly didn't mean to. I would never mean to hurt max. She's a brilliant friend, got a great personality and is so pretty.
I don't deserve her, as a friend OR girlfriend. She can do a hella lot better than me and I think everyone knows that.
I hate everything about myself.
People say I'm pretty- i'm not.
People say I have a great personality- I dont.
People say I'm a great friend- I never have been.
Why does max like me? I'm nothing. And now she's gunna hate me.
Why do I get the feeling that everyone else is gunnah hate me to?
I hope, at harrow, Someone kills me.
I can't stand living, knowing that I hurt max.
I never wanted to hurt her.. I never meant to hurt her.
I'm sorry max... please dont hate me.
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