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[madyabyum]

Although I may be posting in this one some, or at least keeping it open, I'm switching blogs for a while because I don't really care for the livejournal format.

New blog found at: madyabyum.blogspot.com (should you seek)

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everlasting nastalgia

[anonymous]

I love you and miss you. I think of you often and mourn for your return. I'm happy for you and impressed with your new found resolve to make what you have in your life work this time. Loving you, missing you and cheering for you always...

Re: everlasting nostalgia

[madyabyum]

I can't thank you enough for your love and support. I hope as always that you are happy, loved and on the path that is right for you. In a distant and private way, I'm in your corner too.

Re: everlasting nostalgia

[anonymous]

Believe it or not, you just made my Life; not just my day.:) I thank you.

Re: everlasting nostalgia

[madyabyum]

Likewise. Happy holidays and good luck with your business venture. :)

Re: everlasting nostalgia

[anonymous]

Happy holidays to you and yours. Thank you for the luck endorsement. This venture pails in comparison to what I truly desired and thought would be my future, but it's as good a purpose as any to have, and it is making a difference in the lives of many. I'm told that the needs of the many outweighs the wants of the one. I'm taking solace in such dogma these days. Anyway, I watch and I follow from a distance and you look beautiful in your pictures and seem to radiate a happiness that I've never seen in you before. I wish that I could have been the source of that radiation but I think I understand now what you needed and I lacked...(I'm sorry for that and kicking myself hourly)
However I am truly happy that you've found what you were looking for, what you deserved.
With ever burning love and affection,
"I"

Re: everlasting nostalgia

[madyabyum]

You certainly have made a difference to many people. First hand I know that the sense of family you created was alone enough to influence me greatly as it may be the closest I will ever come to that kind of experience. To others, I think you'll always be something of a light in their personal darkness's. It seems to be a destiny that found you

Re: everlasting nostalgia

[anonymous]

Thank you, your kind words mean more to me than anyone will ever know.

I have more to say but I think that I will give it to the "MailMan" to deliver to you, should you care to accept delivery.

As far as Pandora goes, I'm optimistic that life will be better and brighter for you, so hang in there.

Re: everlasting nostalgia

[madyabyum]

Thank you for your optimism too. I'm not too worried about the highs and lows as much anymore. Everything truly does feel like a process and a "path" and I can be relaxed about that finally, however shaky things feel sometimes.

You're welcome to send whatever you'd like. It'd be nice to hear from the mailman again anyway.

I hope you are well and have a great new year's eve! :)

Re: everlasting nostalgia

[anonymous]

I will send. I hope you had a wonderful New Years eve. Take care of yourself in 09".

Re: everlasting nostalgia

[madyabyum]

You too.