I think i'm going crazy

Nov 15, 2005 20:41

Recently:
I want to laugh and cry at the same time.
I actually WILL laugh and cry one after another.
I've been easily distracted.
Everytime my mind changes a thought, my heart skips a beat.
I change thoughts so much I feel like i'm about to have a heart attack everyday all the time.
I hyperventilate when i'm stressed.
I've chewed so much gum my head hurts.
I black out randomly and drop on the floor: 12 injuries to date.
It hurts to smile.
It feels like my heart has melted and it's just a puddle.
I get dizzy easily.
I've lost my apetite.
I feel like i'm going to vomit all day.
I can't get anything done.
I can't sleep.
I can't concentrate on anything.
I have a one track mind that switches tracks all the time.
I can only use simple sentences.

`~Deep in my heart I'm concealing
Things that I'm longing to say
Scared to confess what I'm feeling
Frightened you'll slip away~'
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