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[madteaparty18]

i was sitting here today...
i didnt sleep...
i was thinking...
but not really...
i was lost...
but it wasnt a bad lost like it usually was...

i didnt get home till about 4 ish..
i kept stopping to see things...
things i had seen before
ive studied it before...
i have pictures of it...
but i felt like i had missed something..

i didnt find anything...
but i felt...
happy...
i dont know what it was...

i think the rain had something to do with it...
or the smell of moisture and cold against my face...
either way...

im in a good place right now
for once...