we'll never know...
FRIDAY:
um i dressed up in lucy's roadrunner's jersey and some nike shorts to match and her diana taurasi shoes haha it was awesome. pep rally sucked b/c our grade sucks. frustrating. BUT this week is HOOVER!! that pep rally is the best. workouts were a b*tch. i was so tired. so we beat shades valley, we've won 2 games in a row! HOOVER LOST HAHA! after the game i went to moe's with beth and hope b/c i was spending the night with them and i went to see catherine at work. brit came over to beth's to watch a movie after moe's. fun day overall.
SATURDAY:
got up at freakin 7:30 to go to beth and hope's volleyball tournament at the schoo b/c my parents were out of town so i had to do somethingl. i watched till about 11:30 then went to coaches office to watch football. alabama won dangit. arkansas has no offense. my dad got home about 5 and picked me up, he dropped me off at my house to get ready but didn't feel well. my mom called and said her and my stepdad decided to spend the night with my grandmother and i could stay home by myself if someone stayed with me so i called lucy and she said she would. well brit called later on and we went to dinner and then back to my house b/c lucy got there. he wanted to go to sneaky pete's cafe and catherine was our waitress!! haha...i didn't know she was there then all the sudden she was our waitress. anyway, we hung out at my hosue for a while then he left kinda late. mallory called about 12:30 and she was in town for the night and her and her new boyfriend came over for awhile and we just talked-catching up. it was good seein her. GREAT day i must say.
SUNDAY:
lucy left about 1 and my mom finally came home. we ran a few errands. got a call with some bad news :(. very frustrating and just plain sucks. but if God wants it to work then it will! went to church which was really good. i love my c-team. aladdins then did homework. depressing day.
TODAY:
very tired. i have a huge test in spanish tomorrow that i WILL fail, a quiz in history, and i got a bad grade on my biology test and things just aren't workin out the way i want them to. but maybe it will eventually, who knows.
I can't be losing sleep
over this, no I can't
and now I cannot stop pacing
give me a few hours
I'll have this all sorted out
if my mind would just stop racing
cause I cannot stand still
I can't be this unsturdy
this cannot be happening
this is over my head
but underneath my feet
cause by tomorrow morning
I'll have this thing beat
and everything will be back to the way that it was
I wish that it was just that easy
cause I'm waiting for tonight
and then waiting for tomorrow
and I'm somewhere in between
what is real and just a dream