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Well, I... I dunno, I've been feeling really... rollercoaster-y lately. I'm free, and I love it, and hate it. I'm busy, which is good because it keeps my mind off of how shitty my life is. But that isn't really that true, because I've met a ton of new and awesome people! and my classes really rock, seriously, staright A's this semester, no joke. I havn't really been eating too much as of late, i think i'm trying to cleanse my system of... no, that's a lie, I just hate the fact that we have a buffet style of eating and I always have a five course meal when I'm down there. I really just... want everything to change, i need for me to find a new identity. I hated who I was last semester because I was a wreck; a pathetic, boring, heap of trash. I don't want to be that anymore.