i kno ur reading this so here u go...
can we forget about the things i said when i was drunk?..i didnt mean 2 call u that
yea that song is real old...dont even like it..but it sooooo applies 4 me. LIT wat a bad band
so yea ive made a fool of myself on this journal...i didnt even think he read it so i just kept on talkign shit. i feel bad for wats happened..but wats said is said, wats done is done cant change any of that so we just gotta move on. But its all good we settled our differences which needed 2 happen... Also i think that i was just mad about the whole situation and how we hadnt even talked at all and i was just left there (or so it felt like it) so i started talking shit to keep some face... but deep down i didnt mean it. For once i think that i was being a silly girl and overreacted on things. But dont get me wrong im not the only guilty one here either im not taking all the blame..just the talking shit, were both equally guilty. Everyone knos im a sucker and ALWYAS give in..im 2 nice i dont hold grudges but i dont think thats necessarily bad. So yea i've written this 2 actually show how i feel and be straight foward with everything. i might not have apporached it right before or even said the right things but evertyhing happens 4 a reason..now maybe we can both be mature about things and just be true
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anyways on a different note...orlando was toooooons of fun. I looove my sister and its rediculous how alike we are..i mean about everything. its crazy shes another me or i another her???...yea monday went 2 a bar and got pretty waisted..tuesday park then kegger at her house...get this we got a FREE keg cause her friend works at a liquor store...then drink it all (mainly from beer pong which btw i rock at now..so watch out bitches!) so at 2:30 there still is a shit load of people there and we decided we wanted ANOTHER keg..so get another 1 i play about 10 games of beer pong with a whole bunch of diff people and take about 10 jello shots then freakin 2 beer funnels...can u imagine how fuked up i am??? yeaaa im a trooper. then freakin i was supposed 2 leave wednesday but somehow my sisters friends convinced me 2 stay longer..didnt take much convincing lol...i was goign 2 stay till saturday but mike is in town and neeeed 2 see him.
wednesday comes and we still have leftover beer form the keg so some of my sisters friends came over again 2 see me and we played truth or dare poker...oooo sooo much fun and i swear those kids r just rediculously funny.. especially steve (my sisters bf) haha he had a dare 2 call a gas station and ask if they sold tiny tiny condoms...haha then we got 2 just prank calling all these places it was funny..just a chill nite and ended it with smoking...way 2 much fun. im def goign bak up there soon with more people..thats a command from them
waayyyy 2 tired and drained..just a good nite 2 sleep
enough of my ranting