Nov 01, 2001 23:27
why cant i stop crying i have just downed a bottle of happy pills and i m feeling quezzy and i am all alone no 1 is on the comp n e more and it sadens me. . . i need some one to talk to
all alone
and i think i am going insane
y cant i stop crying
o plz plz tell me y
it shouldnt be like this. . .
i cant stop myself from rocking back and forth in the dark of my room
i was trying to sleep but all i can do is rock back n forth back n forth for 3 hours
i am so tired even though i slept all day i am so very very tired
ian where did u go
jason and kristina u said u were going to be on
i have never had a panic attack but i guess this is pretty close 2 1
plz make it stop
plz
oh god
jez i dont want to write this in here but it is keeping me from rocking back n forth
no more i am going to go crazy from rocking
i am going to try to play solitare and stop!!!
stop
this isnt happy
not at all
GO AWAY!!
GO AWAY!!
ahh
my cat just scared the shit out of me
started licking my leg
*jumed 3 feet
so cold
very very cold
be happy
stop
ok i am going to stop writing in here because every one will think i am insane or something but the rocking must stop
bye
eitak