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So, what am I supposed to do when the one I love most, the one and only person in the world who I would die for, is hurting so bad? I love her more than I think I even know; but yet, I am at a loss of what to do. I look at her and wonder what exactly I can do to make that beautiful smile come back to life.
I love cold rainy nights like this. Walking around and being able to barely see your breath... I don't know why but I get so inspired to just go to something artistic... but then I realize the only artistic skill (music) I had has since been pretty much lost, and I guess that makes me sad. Before I came to college I had been playing an instrument since I was five. I learned about music before I was able to make coherent sentences; and now it amounts to nothing more than being able to cringe when I hear people listening to crappy music because they have no musical background what-so-ever and no idea how to sing/write music.
Seeing that which keeps you together fall apart makes me wonder about how stable I am myself...
I love cold rainy nights like this. Walking around and being able to barely see your breath... I don't know why but I get so inspired to just go to something artistic... but then I realize the only artistic skill (music) I had has since been pretty much lost, and I guess that makes me sad. Before I came to college I had been playing an instrument since I was five. I learned about music before I was able to make coherent sentences; and now it amounts to nothing more than being able to cringe when I hear people listening to crappy music because they have no musical background what-so-ever and no idea how to sing/write music.
Seeing that which keeps you together fall apart makes me wonder about how stable I am myself...