A turning point gone wrong...

[madscientist86]

And if I don't make it,
Know that I loved you all along.
Just like sunny days that we all ignore because
We're all dumb and jaded.
And I hope to god I figure out what's wrong.

Thinking about her and how much she means to me just snaps be back into the reality that I wouldn't be able to exist without her. She is my everything, what keeps me up at night and then wakes me up in the morning.

Thank you to the people in my life, for putting up with me. Thank for the time you sacrificed all on the count of me. For all the times I didn't say...

Losing her would be like trying to survive with only half of my heart (and not just because the whole love-heart connection).

But you always find a way,
To keep me right here waiting.
You always find the words to say,
To keep me right here waiting.
If you choose to walk away,
I'd still be right here waiting.
Searching for the things to say,
To keep you right here waiting.

I love her with my entire being, anything that I do is not done without taking into the effect what it means to her.