Nov 04, 2009 10:57
we just had our first speech meet. im so f'n exhausted. all i want it there to be no semi finals tomorrow so i can sleep and see my baby. hell i hope im not even IN finals. that would be sweeet. i miss dana n tina....i actually can not wait to see my dad. i miss him a lot. weird.
its amazing how you can think that one person will take up a little place of your entire soul for the rest of your life and you meet another person and you think to yourself how weird it was that you even gave the other person the time of day. im so happy with him. i dont know what to do with myself. you know after about the first 3 weeks where they stop giving you butterflies and you stop smiling every time you see them in the hallway...well i just cant. hes beautiful.