Oct 27, 2008 18:27
I cannot do this.
School is hard. I'm making the worse grades I ever have.
I don't have time to do the things I enjoy.
I have few real friends (nearby), and I even wonder about them at times.
Work is increasingly less enjoyable.
All the guys I am interested in like my friend.
I feel like I am always in the shadow.
I don't feel like I've been myself in a while.
My dad's health is poor, in fact he's in the hospital right now getting x-rays on his back. I am often late for school or work because I have to help take care of him. (not complaining about that, I would do it above all things)
Ashley's been living with me. And I see her too often. Even though I love her, it's just weighing on our friendship.
Note: I'm sure there are plenty of good things going for me as well, but I am of course only looking at the bad in this instance.